I've been reading a lot of other blogs lately and I've seen this set of questions answered a lot of times. I've enjoyed reading others opinions and thought I'd answer them myself too. After all, I am a fat woman myself.
It all stems from
this article from Cosmopolitan magazine. So, here we go:
How do you feel when other women around you complain about feeling/being
fat?
I feel two ways usually. Sometimes I just roll my eyes to myself because
they're most often much slimmer than me and it's somewhat rude of them to be
insensitive to my feelings as a bigger woman. But also everyone has the right
to feel how they want to about their own bodies so a slim woman can feel fat if
she's bigger than usual even by a few pounds. I suppose it makes me realise
that women of all sizes feel discontent with their bodies and are striving for
a goal of perfection. It's not going to happen though so I wish people could
just enjoy life and stop worrying about weight/size so much.
How has your body image changed since high school? College?
I was quite sporty in school. I played hockey and netball, I did well at
high jump and 400m on sport's day. After school I didn't carry on with sports
so lost my fitness and love of exercise. My body image in school was the usual,
worrying about every little thing and comparing myself to school mates.
Have you tried dieting? What happened?
I've tried many many diets over the years. Sadly I look back now and the
first diet I tried was Weightwatchers when I was 17 I think. I was only 20 lbs
or so overweight and if I'd just accepted my body as it was then and been happy
things could be very different now. A few years ago I decided never to diet
again because it makes me feel unhappy to focus on my weight so much. Instead I
eat healthily and exercise every day. Last year I lost 2 1/2 stone doing that.
Do you think in your case your weight is partly or entirely genetic?
I don't think so. Other members of my family have struggled with their
weight but I think it's mostly down to just having a love of food. I love
making food and eating it. Also food is a comfort to me when I feel down. I'm a
classic comfort eater.
Do you consider yourself healthy? Have there been instances where people
assumed you were unhealthy?
I do consider myself healthy. I walk everywhere, do situps and exercise
most days for 15-30 minutes. When we go hiking I get out of breath on hills but
much less than I used to. It gives me a boost to see changes in my fitness the
more I exercise/walk. I eat well mostly too, we cook as much food ourselves as
possible and I try (try) not to eat too much sweet stuff. I don't smoke or
drink alcohol either. I assume people who see me in the street think I'm
unhealthy because I'm fat, which is fine I guess. It's reasonable to assume I
have been unhealthy in the past to gain the weight and they don't know I've
changed my lifestyle to try change.
Are your parents both supportive of you at the weight you're at? Have they
always been?
I feel my Dad is supportive of me now as I am, I'm not sure about in the
past. We're closer nowadays and he encourages me to be active. We go on walks
together and he's been pleased about me getting fitter through that. I feel
unsure if my Mum is supportive of me. She's spent her own life dieting and I
know she'd like me to lose weight too.
How do you think retailers can improve clothes for plus-size people?
Just by accepting that there's a need for bigger sizes in main-stream
shops. I'd like to see more choice because I often find myself choosing clothes
because they fit rather than picking things I love.
Do you think plus-size women are judged differently than plus-sized men
are? How?
I find this question difficult to answer because I've no idea what it's
like to be a plus-sized man. I see fat people being mocked in the media in
general but maybe it's harder for women because women are judged much more on
how they look. I don't know :)
Being judged has been a thing that has worried me over the years. It's
stopped me doing certain things in case
someone looked over and shouted 'Hey look, there's a fat woman doing -whatever
it is-, haha". I feel uncomfortable eating in public sometimes because I
feel judged as greedy. Lately, I've started to get over this feeling. I'm
trying to push outside of my comfort zone and do more things I want to. I
should be able to manage it, I'm a big girl, after all ;)
Do you think there’s an assumption made/stereotype that exists about
plus-size people? How would you respond to it?
Yeah, generally we're perceived as lazy and greedy. Probably worse things
too like stupid. I don't know. I don't like generalizations of any kind, all
people are different. Skinny people can be lazy too. Stereotypes are a way of
judging people as something without getting to know them and find out what
they're really like.
Do you think there’s ever a right way or time to express concern about
someone’s weight?
I don't think I'd ever appreciate anyone (other than a doctor) telling me
they were concerned about my weight. My size is my business and if I decide to
do something to change myself it's my decision and nobody else's.
What are the worst things people have said to you about your body?
I've been called names in the street before like whale or fatty etc. It
upsets me obviously but I think when someone is shouting a name in the street
it says more about the shouter than the recipient. People are usually mean
because they feel bad themselves about something.
How did you respond?
I don't respond. Shouting something back will only escalate things and I
hate confrontation. My usual 'response' is to go home and cry a bit then forget
it.
What have people said (or do you wish they’d say) that would compliment
your body or appearance?
I'm lucky to have a very complimentary husband who comments often on my
body. ^_^ I read another response to these questions and it summed up how I
feel too. She said "I'd rather be complimented on something I put effort
into because how you look is just how you look." I don't wear makeup, most
days I just wash my face, clean my teeth and comb my hair. It's always nice for
someone to compliment me of course but I can't really take credit for looking great.
:D
Do you find yourself hanging out with women who are closer to your size?
No, that's as weird as only having friends who have blue eyes like me! What
I do find is that my size feeds my social anxiety and stops me from being as
social as I'd like. I've lost some great friends over the years because of
feeling bad about how I look has made me shy away from accepting invitations.
How has your weight affected your sex life, if at all?
It has in the past due to being uncomfortable being naked. Since I met JD
though my confidence has grown and now I'd say that my size doesn't affect my
sex life at all. I feel that now in my 40s because of my new confidence I'm
enjoying the best sex of my life.
Do you feel weird if the guy you’re with only dates larger women?
That's never happened to me, so I don't know.
Do you feel weird if he's only dated slimmer women before you?
This is usually the case! It can make me feel a bit insecure but only if I
let it. I suspect most women are tempted to compare themselves to their
partner's exes in regards to size, weight, boob size, hair etc. He's with you
because he wants to be though and that's all you need to know.
Answering these questions and posting my answers here is something outside of my comfort zone too. I've done it though so my zone is a bit bigger, just like me :)
